Monthly Archives: October 2011


papa, mama, pyro, teku

iris, rica, maze, math

work, talk, read, kiss

neil, john, hood, misa

aeon, jack, ally, yoyo


There are things that scare me…

some of them real and some of them i made up…but all of them eating me up.

my greatest fear is losing faith in myself.   someone broke this faith.

and after that…

i don’t believe i could win at anything anymore,

i don’t remember how to hope,

fear defeated me.